Snowing and such.

It's nice to have a blizzard. I know it's not nice for some people, but I'm not them, so..anyway. We haven't had a snow like this in a long time, so it's nice.

It's nice to have no choice but to lay in bed and read. It's nice to have a cold, and not feel guilty about it.

And it's only Friday! Tomorrow will be just as laid back, and I'm looking forward to it.

Sure, it'll mess with my internal clock, come Monday, but eh. C'est la vie.

I was just thinking about something. I was thinking about my lovely lady, Anna. Love her, she is one of my best of friends. She's been in Colorado for almost a year, and it has been quite the year for her (not to brag, but I told her so. I think deep down she agreed with me all along when I told her that she would meet someone out there, and live happily ever after.)

It's true. She's dating a great guy, and I'm exceedingly happy for her. Anyway, I was thinking about her and David, and then as expected, my thoughts wandered to myself, and my love life, or lack thereof (harharharhar) and I was trying to imagine (because that's what I do) my falling love experience.

I don't want to date. It's a commitment I made when I was about eleven. I'm sure I've talked about this before, but anyway, I was thinking about the fact that I don't date makes, you would think, falling in love hard to do. I realized, I'm basically going to have to have an experience similar to my mom and dad. Meet someone, have such a strong connection to each other and be so compatible that we spend any waking moment together, which is basically dating, but not officially be dating, and then realize that we're in love, and then get engaged. Whether people expect it or not.

My mom will forever deny that she and my dad dated. But let's be real, that's ultimately what it was, mom. It's okay. I'll probably be the same way, should I be put in a similar situation.

I'm kind of at the point where I don't think I'm marrying anyone that I currently know, and I'm really in a nice place of contentment, so no need to dish out the encouragement this time :) I'm doin' just fine this time around...almost borderline arrogant, which isn't necessarily a good thing....*exaggerated shrug*

So, I don't want to date, but for me to be oblivious to what is clearly pretty much dating, the Lord is going to REALLY catch me by surprise, which I know He is 100000% capable of doing, and I'm counting on it. I am expecting the unexpected from God, which makes me really observant and oblivious at the same time.

WOOHOO CONTRADICTIONS.

Anyway, it's nice to be living life. I thought just today, that I'm so thankful to have reached a place of self-confidence that says whoever falls in love with me WILL love me no matter what I'm like. What I look like, how I act..We're all a work in progress, and we meet people at the right time. I'm allowing the Lord to change me into a godly woman, I'm working on making myself a capable woman, and by the time I meet whoever I'm supposed to marry, I'll be just fine.

It's moments like this when I'm so happy that this is my blog, and I can talk about whatever I want.

I'm waiting for Anna to tell me that I'm really going to Colorado. I'm really quite incredulous at this point. She's terrible at texting back.

Thanks for reading, if you read this. I'm going to go back into the world of Pinterest and waste a little more time before I get my head back into Jurassic Park. My friend Zack told me to read the book, and without mentioning anything, my mom brought it to me from..somewhere. I started it several months ago, and it was good then, but I was inbetween three books at the time, and got distracted. Now, I'm more than half-way through and it is SO MUCH BETTER than the movie. I LOVE the movie. I think dinosaurs are totally rad, but the book is just fantastic.

It's the third book I'm into so far with my reading goal. I'd like to read all of my books by the end of the year, but with the 99% chance of moving to CO in the summer, I won't be able to bring them with me. So, my immediate goal is to read 22 books before I turn 23. THAT goal is a part of my "22 before 23" List, which is an idea I got from A Beautiful Mess. Neat blog, I'm trying to visit more often, and hopefully do some of the things they have on there.

Ohhhhhkay. Well, I suppose that's all. Thanks for bearing with me through yet another post about love and romance and my newfound self confidence.  I would say, "Hope it's not TOO boring!" but this is my blog, and I do what I want, y'all.

This day.

Well, I'm kind of bumming it today, as I do most days. I was pretty productive two days ago, though. Or..wait, yesterday? Yeah, yesterday.

I worked out this morning, lost two pounds from last week (but it's not really a big deal because of reasons.) Technically, I think I lost three. That third pound might actually count.

Anyway, boring. This entire post is going to be fairly dull, so please feel free to leave this medium of me basically talking to myself.

I plan on making some quinoa and veg for lunch, which will be tastylicious. Love me some tasty veg. I...will be doing some big cleaning and ordering of things in my room because I'm leaving for Arizona soon, and I'm moving away for a year later. I have no idea what's involved in moving across the country by myself. I'm not really going to BE alone, but I'm the only one going. I wonder if I'll stay longer. Or where I'll go after the year ends. Don't know, that bridge will come up in it's time.

But I need to figure what I want to take with me, maybe pack up unnecessary things that I'm not taking with me and take them to the attic (arrrblarrrghhh.) Figure out what I want to be shipped to me (most likely just books.)

Oh, hey, if you have a not terribly old, or terribly worn out laptop that I could buy from you for under a hundred bucks, get in touch, eh? I'd love to try and at least START finishing my degree while I'm over there, and the program is online. Which means on a computer. So, yeah.

I'll look around. Maybe my parents will let me take the Mac (hint, hint?) I do have the Batman decal that is just aching to be fixed onto a Mac...lolz.

dkfgkadgakjrkjak. Well, I'm boring. Sorry. Nothing too profound is going through my brain these days. I've had two cups of coffee so far today. I kind of feel like the second cup was too much.

Mmmm...OH, you know what? When I move, after I miss my parents and my few friends that I have and love so much that are here, I'm going to really, really miss my gym. Mostly my boss at the gym, Billy. I love that guy SO MUCH.

He is literally one of my favorite people. I'm going to miss him so much, I plan on taking a picture with him, and maybe with him and Dan, to take with me. And buying a GIS jacket to remember these days by. I was thinking about it on Monday, and I literally had to force myself to not cry a few tears.

I don't know, he's just one of the most quality people I've met over the past couple years being home. He feels like an Uncle to me. I mean, he's just...everyone should know him. He's quirky, and hilarious, and has a really kind heart toward people. I've been at the gym for over a year, now. Not a week goes by that I'm not just in awe, and so thankful to the Lord for letting me be there. I will be very sad to say goodbye to them. Maybe I'll be able to go back someday.

HI MICHELLE, THANKS FOR COMING TO MY HOUSE AND READING MY BLOG!!!!!!!!

:)

That's all, I suppose. I'm going to go make lunch, now. And do busy things.

Psheeeewwwwwww

Nothing deflates the glory of paying off your college bills like being told that you have to pay 6 bucks to get your yearbook shipped to you.

I'm not begrudging anyone, but really? I got paid my thirty dollars for the week, took out my tithe, paid off the last $25 to be paid-in-full, and now, when I have three dollars left in the bank, I have to give MORE money? There's not six bucks in the alumni fund to help a sister out? Dag, bro.

See, now my gangster is coming out. Man.

I'm getting my diploma, which is nice. I can put it in the frame my parents got me for graduation.

This really isn't very exciting, is it? For me it is, but I know that people owe crazy loans that won't be paid-off, ever.

Oh, well. I'll just set aside six dollars from next weeks thirty dollars and live my life.

Anyway, nothing new. Got a new/used bookshelf from the side of the road. It's pretty clean, and it was free, so, holla.

I missed my workout because I couldn't find my car keys, and walking would make me late. And it was freezing cold. Lame sauce. Keys always manage to be lost at the worst times.

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Well, good night. Honor God. Be smart. Marry the woman you say you love (it's okay, I know it's not me).

That's all the advice I got.